Saturday, January 3, 2009

investigation of "hope"

Today as I was doing devotions I was reading through some Psalms. After reading Psalm 4 I felt overwhelmed by the Spirit and could think of nothing to do but pray - specifically for the people living in the United States.

One thing I have been struggling with for many months is how a Christian should be involved/behave in the political arena. That struggle of mine climaxed during the election, and after all those months, I am finally getting some solidification in what I think is proper (through Scripture and prayer and the Spirit). Although I won't talk much about that now, I will say that at first I became very disinterested in politics. I strayed far from much involvement in the election (although in the end I did decide to vote), but beyond all that, I was simply burdened with sadness for all the lost souls in the US.

Psalm 4:6-8 says this:
Many people say, “Who will show us better times?”
Let your face smile on us, Lord.
You have given me greater joy
than those who have abundant harvests of grain and new wine.
In peace I will lie down and sleep,
for you alone, O Lord, will keep me safe.

I thought on the peace I have and the joy in my heart from knowing Christ. I thought on how I will not only live on forever with the Lord and rejoice in Him always, but how He has changed my life here on the earth. How I can live a redeemed life and let Christ shine through, for it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.

But I also was distraught by what many Americans think: that there is no God, or that He doesn't care, or that it doesn't matter whether God exists or what He thinks about what people do. When I read that Psalm I thought of the hope that I have in Christ.

See how very much our Father loves us, for he calls us his children, and that is what we are! But the people who belong to this world don’t recognize that we are God’s children because they don’t know him. Dear friends, we are already God’s children, but he has not yet shown us what we will be like when Christ appears. But we do know that we will be like him, for we will see him as he really is. And all who have this eager expectation [hope] will keep themselves pure, just as he is pure.


1 John 3:1-3

So we have hope based on God.

I thought about how Americans have been hoping, and what they have been hoping for, and what they put their hope in. I couldn't help but think of soon-to-be president Obama.

He says this on his website:

"That's what hope is. Reaching for, working for, fighting for what didn't seem possible before." -- Barack Obama in Ames, Iowa on December 31st, 2007

These posters were pervasive:


And that scares me. Some people say Obama is the "hope of the entire world". But what is Barack Obama but a man? He is no different than you or me. He is a sinner and in need of a savior. People are placing all of their expectations and hopes and desires for a difference in the world in a man that is going to run the United States, but in and of himself is powerless, even in that position. I don't know the future and don't know what will happen during Obama's presidency, but either way: it is impossible for him to meet people's expectations and hopes. Those people will have to accept (or just be in denial) that Obama is not the savior that they thought him to be. Even if things go extraordinarily well, there is still sin in this world and that will not change until Christ returns...

I mean not to make a great political statement for or against (what this may seem to some) Obama, but just a great statement that people would have a hope based on our true Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, not Obama.

More on hope in the Bible:

Put your hope in God, for I will still praise Him,
my Savior and my God.

Psalm 42:5b

But you must return to your God.
Maintain love and justice,
and always put your hope in God.

Hosea 12:6

All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is by his great mercy that we have been born again, because God raised Jesus Christ from the dead. Now we live with great expectation, and we have a priceless inheritance—an inheritance that is kept in heaven for you, pure and undefiled, beyond the reach of change and decay.

1 Peter 1:3-4

Hope

Oh, how I pray that people would turn to Jesus instead of another sinner.

Oh, and North Wake Church is doing a four-week series on hope starting tomorrow. :)

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2009 reading list

the entire bible
knowing god - ji packer
let the nations be glad! - john piper
the knowledge of the holy - aw tozer
the pursuit of god - aw tozer
into the wild - jon krakauer
desiring god - john piper
living the cross centered life - cj mahaney
humility - cj mahaney
out of the silent planet, perelandra, that hideous strength - cs lewis
mere christianity - cs lewis
miracles - cs lewis
critique of pure reason - immanuel kant
evangelism in the early church - michael green
the religious affections - jonathan edwards
vintage jesus - mark driscoll
death by love - mark driscoll
ender in exile - orson scott card
first meetings - orson scott card
the chronicles of narnia series - cs lewis
wizard's first rule - terry goodkind
the reason for god - tim keller
restoring integrity in baptist churches - white, duesing, yarnell
money, possessions, and eternity - randy alcorn
rich christians in an age of hunger
thy kingdom come - pentecost
three views on the millennium and beyond - gundry/bock
three views on the rapture - gundry/archer
sense and sensibility - jane austen
the picture of dorian grey - oscar wilde
the count of monte cristo - alexandre dumas
the lord of the rings series - jrr tolkien

2008 lists

top 2008 movies

the dark night
iron man
wall-e
twilight
the duchess

honorable mentions
wanted
horton hears a who
jumper
definitely, maybe
get smart
the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian

movies i really want to see still
expelled: no intelligence allowed
slumdog millionaire
Australia
bolt
frost/nixon
the tale of despereaux
the curious case of benjamin button

sad that they weren't as awesome as they could have been 2008 movies
quantum of solace
transporter 3
21
drillbit taylor
righteous kill
made of honor (actually, this movie was just plain awful)

top books i read in 2008
twilight series (besides new moon; ick) - stephanie meyer
eragon series - christopher paolini
on liberty - john stuart mill
tales of beedle the bard - jk rowling
screwtape letters - cs lewis
sex is not the problem (lust is) - joshua harris
the gun seller - hugh laurie

favorite restaurants/treat places in 2008
lilly's pizza, raleigh, nc [sit-down]
shish kabob, wake forest, nc [quick]
denise's homemade ice cream, clintonville, oh [dessert]
starbucks [drink - salty caramel hot chocolate]
wake forest coffee company, wake forest, nc [dessert - blondies]

Thursday, December 25, 2008

some good music

merry christmas! i wanted to share with everyone my current favorite christmas song, "born in bethlehem" by third day.

my other favorite songs at the moment are "how deep the father's love," "revelation song," (admittedly i always giggle at the "clothed in rainbows of living color" part - blame daniel! haha) and "in christ alone," a perennial favorite.

and, christmas is awesome. i had a great time celebrating jesus' birthday and thinking on how good God is to us who deserve nothing but the worst.

For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 6:23


And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39

if you are reading this from a reader, you may not be able to see the links in some cases (like google reader on the igoogle homepage... haha, happens to me all the time).

soon i will go to cincinatti to spend time with some of my loved friends there. then i will return to wake forest where it will be much lonlier than usual with one of our usual missing, who will be assissting relatives in hong kong. pray for her and for the situation please.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

most recent cooking adventures

roasted vegetables

pasta with chicken cubes, peas, oven-baked tomatoes, roasted garlic, olive oil (garlic & tomato), and feta cheese

my first ever attempt at fried chicken

Soon I will be attempting a new brownie recipe for some people that don't like the other desserts I've been making lately (mostly stuff with berries).

Thursday, December 4, 2008

it's been a long time

I haven't posted in a long time. I withdrew from classes and just quit my job so I lead quite the leisurely life... which is driving me insane. Anyhow, I do appreciate the many opportunities I've had to fellowship with all my friends here. Just this morning I had a friend over for a yummy breakfast and another friend came over and we had fun eating carrots and chatting. I made some carrot cake cupcakes for a dinner I'm going to tonight and then I ... made a copycat of the Starbucks Salty Caramel Hot Chocolate!!


I really don't like the signature hot chocolate blend (it's... liquid chocolate; quite strong) so I don't make any fancy hot chocolate, but I add caramel syrup, put whipped cream on top (joey whipped some up for me), with some caramel, fine sea salt... and just a sprinkle of cinnamon, to be adventurous.

Lately I've also made delicious cranberry-lemon scones (fresh cranberries of course), and later today or tomorrow I'll be making a crustless cranberry-blueberry pie. And next week I'll try making a cranberry sauce. Mmm... cranberries = delicious.

Next semester I will probably take classes. I don't want to. I do want to read books and learn but I don't want to sit in three-hour long classes or write a bunch of papers. I wish I could find a job. Oh well. I am playing with the idea of returning to college for a BS, in nursing... but who knows. I entertain many ideas..

I read all of the "Twilight" books over break, after I saw the movie. I really enjoyed the first, part of the third, and most of the fourth, however, her writing is sloppy, the plot could have been expanded so much, and I got sick of the werewolves. They annoyed me.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

i want this

psalm 119:33-40

He

33 Teach me your decrees, O Lord;
I will keep them to the end.
34 Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions;
I will put them into practice with all my heart.
35 Make me walk along the path of your commands,
for that is where my happiness is found.
36 Give me an eagerness for your laws
rather than a love for money!
37 Turn my eyes from worthless things,
and give me life through your word.
38 Reassure me of your promise,
made to those who fear you.
39 Help me abandon my shameful ways;
for your regulations are good.
40 I long to obey your commandments!
Renew my life with your goodness.

a teachable (33), humble (34, and so on), submissive, eager, repentant, trusting, changed, new heart/spirit.

This is what I want.

currently reading: brian mclaren's "finding faith: a search for what makes sense". do not recommend it.